summer should be sleeping in, pancakes for breakfast, flip-flops and bare feet, the pool, naps, reading, reading, and more reading, evening bike rides . . .
so far, our summer is: stressing out, not being able to sleep, knots in the stomach, wondering where we will be in the fall, going one direction and then turning and going in another . . .
i am making a conscious effort to make this summer fun despite the fact that things are a little upside down right now. leslie is doing a good job of keeping my mind on what is really important. being together. somehow the other stuff will all work itself out.